Hi Wendles ,
So sorry to hear of the loss of a dear friend I feel your pain I lost my best friend just over twelve months ago New Year's Eve the pain of loss lessens over time it never leaves you , a cup of tea can bring up those feelings of loss for me , just remember they are always in you heart and soul.
as long as I wake up alive I'm happy
Because it could be worse
Having a terrible night. The sudden change in the weather (from hot to incredibly humid) has caused one hell of a flare-up of the arthritis in my knees. Tramadol's not helping, even with some codeine topping it up. You know that feeling when there's basically no way of sitting or standing or lying down that relieves the pain? Yeah, that.
Sympathies go out to anyone else dealing with this level of crap tonight/today.